Hosting free oral 4 all girls at 430 today. You stopped trying w4m I had only one rule from the beginning, and that was for you to be honest with me, no matter what. I completely understand that things change, circumstances change, times change, and that emotions change. That I can deal with. For you to blatantly disregard my one request for you to tell me when that happens, even when I provided multiple opportunities for you to do so, that I don't think I can ever forgive.
I guess I shouldn't have been so stupid as to listen to your drug-induced lies and promises; to have turned an understanding and sympathetic mind to your excuse of busyness when I clearly knew all along that you had stopped trying; to have faith when I really couldn't afford to lose it. I had hope that once I had seen you through 'til the end of the summer, we'd be able to work out the difficulties; I was willing to wait as long as you wanted to try, regardless of whether you physiy or emotionally could or not, given the circumstances. I resent the fact that you didn't have the insight enough to realize that you just stopped caring. But I guess I can't really fault you for that.
You had represented my utmost effort at giving the world, life, love, people another chance. You know I'm not someone who forgives so easily and you know how guarded I am against giving people that second chance. You now represent a chance, failed in its achievement of potential, broken and unredeemed. There is absolutely no way I will be so idiotic as to ever again give a second chance, especially to someone so undeserving.
I regret how close I let you become, confiding things I haven't confided to anyone before. I guess I thought it would have helped you realize who I am and how my past experiences have shaped me. I had thought that it might make you understand the origin of my weaknesses and vulnerabilities. I wish I hadn't told you, because then at least you would have the excuse of ignorance.
Angry at myself for still not being able to let go, still hurting and very raw.
I think about that time we traveled down, you sat me down and told me that I hadn't been treated as I ought to have been in the past, that many people have fucked me over, that you promise to treat me with respect, that you promise to be a nice person. I was so overwhelmed by the feeling of being so undeserving of such kindness that I cried. No one had ever seen me shed a tear in a long time before that. Thinking about that time of bliss is all the more so painful and gut-wrenching now as it was sweet back then.
You promised to go "balls out." Empty promises: mere vibrations and echoes in the atmosphere with no substance or force of intent behind it.
Your parting promise to me was that you would continue to reach out. It lasted for all of two s, for a whole week if even. I suspected you had reverted back to easier prey and my suspicions have proven correct. You have a plaything now and a broken friendship does not matter any more, does it?
The longer time passes, the more unmendable the wounds. All I had wanted for you was to give a shit, to just want to try. It's just that, now, I doubt that all the effort and trying in the world is going to accomplish anything. Sweet wives want nsa Andalusia Married for 15 years to my wonderful wife, that I am still very in with and feel sure she is still really in with me but nothing is happening in the bedroom. I like to spend some time in the sack, her response is "Are you ready yet?". I feel like there is no interest from her, is this normal?? I am 39 she is 38 and we have two boys 7 11. I realize the play a big role but even when we are away from home and its just us, she would rather read a book and then go to sleep ..ouch. I don't think its me, I just don't think she would have sex with anybody. SO, what to do? Be patient or is there something to put that spark back in our time in bed??

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